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our love is new we make the order fall apart
angry rants and love poems from a queer femme jewish american princess
Created on 2008-03-28 20:07:05 (#15255391), last updated 2008-05-02
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Basic Info| Name: | nicejewishgrrl |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-01-09 |
| Location: | new york city, Tifka's |
Biointernalized homophobia internalized violence
we talked about the state and how all it wants to do is violence on violence upon violence
a trans woman her body thrown in a river the police say “it’s just suicide”
it was murder or even if it wasn’t maybe it all comes from the source maybe it never mattered whether it was suicide or violence
is that why my friend cut herself? Is that why i am guilty? Destroy my lungs with cigarettes? I just wanted to do violence onto that which was wrong inside me punish and put in prison what was wrong inside me
while i spout a libratory politics and feel angry at the world the state men white people straight people able people cis people for what they say what they do how they put people in prison for every fucking wrong reason for their wrong skin and wrong gender and wrong action according to them
i have treated my body like the United States treats its people so wrong so unjust
touting what it says is good and right
police officers never treat you bad if you’re following the rules
but if your body doesn’t follow the rules never followed some arbitrary rules made up by some shitheads who lived in fear of feeling good for feeling good
i put my pleasure in a prison put my desire in a prison punish myself for wanting punish myself for doing “wrong” for being “wrong”
my healing is political
no it doesn’t mean that when i make myself vomit when my friend cuts herself it’s the same as when you are tortured by state officials in a detention center a prison guantanamo
but my healing can be political
how can i tell the world to stop hurting when all i do to myself is hurting?
my healing will be political
we talked about the state and how all it wants to do is violence on violence upon violence
a trans woman her body thrown in a river the police say “it’s just suicide”
it was murder or even if it wasn’t maybe it all comes from the source maybe it never mattered whether it was suicide or violence
is that why my friend cut herself? Is that why i am guilty? Destroy my lungs with cigarettes? I just wanted to do violence onto that which was wrong inside me punish and put in prison what was wrong inside me
while i spout a libratory politics and feel angry at the world the state men white people straight people able people cis people for what they say what they do how they put people in prison for every fucking wrong reason for their wrong skin and wrong gender and wrong action according to them
i have treated my body like the United States treats its people so wrong so unjust
touting what it says is good and right
police officers never treat you bad if you’re following the rules
but if your body doesn’t follow the rules never followed some arbitrary rules made up by some shitheads who lived in fear of feeling good for feeling good
i put my pleasure in a prison put my desire in a prison punish myself for wanting punish myself for doing “wrong” for being “wrong”
my healing is political
no it doesn’t mean that when i make myself vomit when my friend cuts herself it’s the same as when you are tortured by state officials in a detention center a prison guantanamo
but my healing can be political
how can i tell the world to stop hurting when all i do to myself is hurting?
my healing will be political
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